Day 177: 269 lbs

I gained three pounds yesterday, and I deserved this one. I was basically off my diet yesterday (the excuse was that we had some old friends over for dinner and we made a big dinner), though back at Thanksgiving time I managed to participate in family feasts without breaking my diet.

Motivation seems to be a factor. Now that my pants aren't so tight, losing weight doesn't seem quite so urgent anymore.

I need to work on this, but I'm not sure how.

Today's reason for wanting to be 195 lbs: To prove I have willpower.