Day 178: 269 lbs

No change in my weight since yesterday. Yesterday I broke my diet again, and I did it yet again today.

This is starting to get old. I really need to figure out this motivation thing. How do I re-motivate myself to stick to my diet when I've already been on it for six months and lost 50 pounds. That's enough to feel like I've accomplished something, even if I haven't lost enough to be anywhere close to my goal.

Just finding reasons to be thin isn't enough either. Maybe I need to buy some more jeans a couple sizes smaller (my earlier aspirational jeans are actually getting a bit loose). If I get something in a size 38--about what I should be when I'm at my target weight--I can keep trying to squeeze into them to remind me to lose more weight.

It's a thought anyway.